let's stop for a second and take a breath; it seems we only feel when we've got so much left
i know i'm not usually one to speak but sometimes it feels like we won't last another week
arguing then joking about our futures, it's not that i don't care because it's quite clear that sometimes i actually do
it's not as if the situation is serious
it is not the way you may think it seems
it has never been about the absence of a lover, but more about the knowledge that the kill isn't felt by me
and the fear that someday it will all be left behind
it's not like it was much anyway.
and in the end we'll all be to blame.
but a guilty conscience is never what i had in mind
i'd change everything that's happened if i could just go back in time
i've had no sleep and i'm running out of words
it looks like i've got the worst of both worlds
i'm finally asleep yet i'm still wide awake
i finally realise now that everything is at stake.
shouldn't darkness bring me rest? (not this aching in my body)
it feels like it's my worst nightmare. (to be alone and be at fault)
i know it isn't much to ask (but i haven't kept my promises)
and i've never been so terrified
i've lost everything that's ever been worth anything.
it's like that feeling
when you sit down somewhere
and you can feel a presence behind you
but you know nothing is there
and you go and search anyway
and you knew nothing would come of it
so you sit back down
and it gradually comes back
it always comes back.
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